Sunday, February 17, 2008:Decision
Main reason why im blogging today is because i have finally made a decision, a full day of thinking. After what ice cream man did i found it hard to communicate and talk to him as usual anymore. I know he doesnt care what others would think even if pressure was applied. He is more of those "i dont give a fuck" kind of attitute guy, to his friends/familys and maybe except girlfriend. Honestly, im not angry at him -anymore- but still its like... i cant talk to him as usual, theres this psychology barrier created since the incident happened. Wondering if i should even pick up his call(if he ever do call me again). I was told by this close friend that its not worth it to make this "sacrifice" but still i cant bring myself to do(talk to him) it. Most likely, we will become complete stranger when ice cream man realises. I will try not to make it that obvious but lets see who else would have noticed it. Any comments, anyone?
Enough of the emo part, lets talk about something that brightens up my day! Eve helped me with my blogskin and song playlist. It really makes my blog nicer and ya i appreciate her help. I like the black/white design of this blogskin, probably the best white/black blogskin i have ever seen. If i ever find a better one, i will change it. Oh ya, Jenson made his every first own blog too today! Eve helped him with his blogskin and stuff too. You guys should read his blog too and whisper to my ear whose white/black blogskin is nicer. Now jenson helping me to download Jpop songs and i was kinda taken back when we talked about Jpop songs... Its a brand new topic we are talking after 1year? I need to sleep early cause after school i will be accompany Gary(again..) to his house stall after school. Hopefully i dont get wore out fast or i will be grumbling again. Ciaoz...
DoIceVita; 8:20 AM